I wish.

I wish you had waited until I told you how beautiful you were.

I wish you had waited until I told you that you had the most beautiful eyes in the world.

I wish you had waited until I told you I liked color pink and that I loved chinese.

I wish you had waited until we spoke about which place we’d love to travel.

I wish you had waited until you played your hand through my hair…and I through yours’.

I wish you had waited until I had known the taste of your tongue.

I wish you had waited until I hugged you once.

I wish you had waited until you wiped the tears off my eyes.

I wish you had waited until we had created some more- just some more- memories together.

I wish you had waited until I had told you how much I like you being around.

I wish you had waited until I told you what you meant to me.

I wish you had waited until I told you that I was so addicted to you that my mind knew no name other than yours.

I wish you had waited until I told you how much I loved you.

I wish you had waited until I told you that I cannot live without you.

I wish you had waited until I told you that everytime I see you , my hearts sinks in little by little.

I wish you had waited for a little more time just to see if I was alright.

I wish you had turned back once. ONCE.

I wish you hadn’t left my hand so simply as though I was nothing more than a mole digging the earth.

I wish you had loved me the way you said you did.

I wish you bothered to ask if I was alright.

I wish I could unknow you.

I wish I could take back every one of those moments I spent on you- thinking about you.

I wish I could go back and delete that very moment I saw you for the first time.

I wish I could erase you from my life- like you erased me from yours.

I wish you had sensed the pain in the smile I gave you when you told me that ours couldn’t be taken any further.

I wish you were here right now.

I wish I could be happy again.

I wish you had waited to hear me say , “I’ll wait”.

I wish I could love you again…

I wish.

Mahek Mithare